Saturday, March 15, 2025

new beggining

 I have made a new beggining

I want to be real

I want to be truthful

I want to be grateful

I want to be graceful

I am OM

I want to live like OM

Like I am this universe

I want to live that way

With love I will do japam

As world is created by me via japam

I am not afraid to acknowledge I am brahman anymore

There is no one else to justify it to

And no one else to be afraid of

All that is here is myself

Who is here to challenge that

If lord krishna comes to challenge that

I will tell him you only told me

That you are me and I am you

What is there to challenge

How will you challenge me

If you argue that per upAdhi I am different from you

I will argue that you are me and I am you

You are just wearing a different costume than me

But I am you only, you are me only

Only costume is different

You are wearing a maya costume

I am wearing a costume made by you wearing maya costume

I am yourself as though wearing costume as though made by you as though as maker of costume

Isnt this a mithya reality

Then what is there to argue

Dont argue

I am you and you are me


I dont need mantra or japa for worshipping

I am you and you are me

We are one friends we are

We dont need a sense of master vs slave

We are friends

You are my best friend

You are me

I know you will forgive me

And these evil thoughts

You are the source of these thoughts also

Its your son pradyum who is lord of these thoughts

So you manage them, why should I take responsibility

I don't take responsibility for anything

You manage everything its yours not mine

So I dont claim anything as mine

All good and bad is yours

I ask you for nothing

But secretly I have attachement to family

Because I see fatherhood as mine

Husbandhood as mine

Sonhood as mine

But those are also yours

You manage those too

I will just remain as pure atma

I will merge with you

You manage the world which is you

I lack the skill to manage this world

It is yours you manage it

Thats better

Om tat sat


Pure consciousness irrespective of mind

 Irrespective of state of mind

Irrespective of indisciplined behavior

Irrespective of lack of alignment with respect to vAsanas

Atma is brahman

Brahman is behaving as though as this erratic personality

But reality of this person is brahman alone

There is no doubt or change in that

There is no alteration in that

What you do next does not matter

What you want does not matter

Your wishes dont matter to brahmatvam nature of yourself

Nothing matters as all that is here is yourself

Everything is atma

OM

What is maya