I have made a new beggining
I want to be real
I want to be truthful
I want to be grateful
I want to be graceful
I am OM
I want to live like OM
Like I am this universe
I want to live that way
With love I will do japam
As world is created by me via japam
I am not afraid to acknowledge I am brahman anymore
There is no one else to justify it to
And no one else to be afraid of
All that is here is myself
Who is here to challenge that
If lord krishna comes to challenge that
I will tell him you only told me
That you are me and I am you
What is there to challenge
How will you challenge me
If you argue that per upAdhi I am different from you
I will argue that you are me and I am you
You are just wearing a different costume than me
But I am you only, you are me only
Only costume is different
You are wearing a maya costume
I am wearing a costume made by you wearing maya costume
I am yourself as though wearing costume as though made by you as though as maker of costume
Isnt this a mithya reality
Then what is there to argue
Dont argue
I am you and you are me
I dont need mantra or japa for worshipping
I am you and you are me
We are one friends we are
We dont need a sense of master vs slave
We are friends
You are my best friend
You are me
I know you will forgive me
And these evil thoughts
You are the source of these thoughts also
Its your son pradyum who is lord of these thoughts
So you manage them, why should I take responsibility
I don't take responsibility for anything
You manage everything its yours not mine
So I dont claim anything as mine
All good and bad is yours
I ask you for nothing
But secretly I have attachement to family
Because I see fatherhood as mine
Husbandhood as mine
Sonhood as mine
But those are also yours
You manage those too
I will just remain as pure atma
I will merge with you
You manage the world which is you
I lack the skill to manage this world
It is yours you manage it
Thats better
Om tat sat