The only way is amsa
I am absolutely one non dually one , ayyappa and his amsha are maya karyam or maya projections
here maya is the power of ayyappa
so ayyappa projections
so in my heart I have no desires , I am wholeness free from desire as no other than me
me as ayyappa projects on me an amsa
this amsa functions in this projected karyam world as his wish fulfiller whatever it maybe
I myself remain as nirguna brahman
OM