Good news

 I am the good news

I am nirguna

This universe and its constituents, including shakti are mithya, dependent on my for existence and consciousness

I enjoy this drama, this play, this leela as it unfolds

I with a human brain may not know the future or how things will unfold

With a non judgemental vein I remain as myself the observer

I understand that prarabdha guides the future as it unfolds

I do not try to unneccessarily control the future as though I depend on this unfoldment of experiences

I am entirely independent of both pleasant and unpleasant experiences

I am totally free

Now coming to this universe

This universe is governed by my maya shakti

I am the ruler of this universe with my maya shakti

My maya shakti makes these experiences and this body mind possible

The person behind this body mind happens to be me, the same person behind maya shakti

The future of this universe is me, the past is me, present is me

Now coming to this experience

This experience is unfoldment of the order determined by me

I do not worry about it hence

I am whole always of course

This mind is now free from thinking of me as bound

Hence the mind is not dwelling upon me, and my future

The mind becomes available as an instrument for serving the greater cause

The mind is not pre occupied with the limited self , as that is not projected upon me anymore

They all think they are limited self, but they are all me, the unlimited self

Being the unlimited self, they are free already, but due to ajnana think themselves to be limited

Due to karuna I work towards helping beings in distress if and where I am able to

If I am unable to help I can pray for them

This is a beautiful state of mind to be in

Now coming to my family

My family now has my love

My love and guidance is always there for family

I am my own mother goddess

I have my eyes out for the family

Family is forever in absolute

There is no speculation

Nobodys impure vision will affect my vision

Nobodys impure intentions matter in front of my pure intentions

Nobodys ajnanam matters in front my freedom

Nobodys desire to harm matters in front of my desire to be vishnu the protector

Nobodys desire born of their own insecurity matters in front of my presence

OM tat sat

Harih Om

Shri gurubhyo namaH

Fear continues to dominate

Mother will forgive omissions and commissions

Mothers sons vel already protects from impure intentions

Guru wants me to be independent

I have to find my independence

I am the sat

I am protected by sat

Sat weilding maya shakti

Ishvara is sat

Tat tvam asi

As individual I shine, where again I am sat

As ishvara again I am sat

Ishvara is mithya ok, but mithya is satyam 

satyam is not mithya

ishvara is nirguna

ishvara appears as saguna in vyavahara, while continuing to stay nirguna

same nirguna ishvara appears as saguna